I'm back from the weekend retreat thing, and that went okay, but I'll right more about that some other day, right now I am SO FUCKING PISSED.
I'm talking to my sister's ex-fiance on instant messanger right now, since he and I go to some meetings together, and he just sent me this IM:
Friend: so [sister's name] knows bout AA, huh?
Me: errr no. at least, I haven't told her. Did she say something to you about it?
Friend: she said she squeezed it out of your mom
I'm talking to my sister's ex-fiance on instant messanger right now, since he and I go to some meetings together, and he just sent me this IM:
Friend: so [sister's name] knows bout AA, huh?
Me: errr no. at least, I haven't told her. Did she say something to you about it?
Friend: she said she squeezed it out of your mom
WHAT THE FUCK?
What right does my mom having telling ANYBODY, even if it is my sister, about this?? I have only told 4 people - my parents, Chris, and this friend, and the only reason I told him is because I knew he was already in AA and he is who I spoke with before my first meeting to ask questions and help me feel more at ease about going. Now I have to worry about who else she is telling, whether it's people in our family, people at work, or whoever else. My mother always complains about how she doesn't think I open up to her about things or talk to her about what's going on in my life AND THIS IS FUCKING WHY! Because I can't trust her to keep anything in confidence.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I have not been this angry or upset or anything in so long. So much for getting sleep tonight.
What right does my mom having telling ANYBODY, even if it is my sister, about this?? I have only told 4 people - my parents, Chris, and this friend, and the only reason I told him is because I knew he was already in AA and he is who I spoke with before my first meeting to ask questions and help me feel more at ease about going. Now I have to worry about who else she is telling, whether it's people in our family, people at work, or whoever else. My mother always complains about how she doesn't think I open up to her about things or talk to her about what's going on in my life AND THIS IS FUCKING WHY! Because I can't trust her to keep anything in confidence.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I have not been this angry or upset or anything in so long. So much for getting sleep tonight.
